A personal blog written anonymously. Intentionally.

MacMood

I write about mood, fear, hope, and reflection while trying to heal and live through things I didn’t choose.

This is a place where I write things I wouldn’t say out loud.

I’m writing this anonymously because illness changes things in ways that are hard to say out loud.

This is a record of what that feels like — day to day, not in hindsight.

I’m not writing to explain, teach, or inspire. I’m writing to be honest, and to see what that honesty looks like over time.

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If you’re reading this while dealing with illness, you can start here.

Please take care of yourself while reading.

This writing isn’t medical advice or therapy.

It reflects one person’s experience of illness and its emotional impact.

Take what’s familiar. Leave the rest